endless cycle

when will this cycle end?
it seems to go round
and round again

though they do seem short lived
and maybe fewer between
I'm still grieved

when they flare like they do
I don't know to blame
me or you

but I suspect it takes two
both have some part
inside I'm still blue

and wonder will it end
will we stay this way
or become more a friend?

what are these words?

what are these words?
they seem made up
and I can't find a def
when I go to look them up!

playing the game
what are the rules?
they seem too flimsy
by nearly any school

but I guess I don't mind
since I continue to play
but I feel lazy and cheap
since now I play that way!